Us

So Steffon and I just went to california so i could meet the rest of the inlaws. boy was that an experience. the plane ride wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. so that was a plus. and meeting the rest of the inlaws wasnt bad either. i have to say i was pretty scared to meet steffons sister marissa because she was the one who pretty much raised him after his mom had passed away. so he kept telling she was the overprotected big sister who scares off all his girlfriends. well mind you i am his wife so she really couldnt scare me off. but it turns out she wasnt as scarey are he was making her out to be. lets just say i cant wait until i get to go there again. but california on the other hand is so different from north carolina. i mean im not use to seeing people on the board walk of a beach with signs i will work for weed and i will work for money to get a penis inlargement. that was totally an experience. but i have to say i did enjoy my time in california. and cant wait to go back and maybe this time i can meet up with my cousin jen.

Life Lately

Life lately hasnt been to bad. I could really be better especially if my mom was still here. She passed away march 12 2009 with mutiple brain tumors, lung tumor, one in her pelvis as well. It all ended up being cancer. There wasnt any hope in saving her. we didnt know she was sick at all. the doctor told us that they could do radiation but come to find out they had her prepped for radiation and it turns out the machine was broke. i honestly think that was a way for them to tell us that there wasnt anything they could do but without actually telling us. i love my mom and she was very strong. she was in that hospital bed laughing and telling jokes the whole time. she was my best friend and i dont know what i am going to do without her. i love her to death. the hardest part about her death is seeing my dad hurting. i just recently got married to my husband steffon on march 22 2009 and we moved in with my dad. the other hard part is my neice natalie said to me the other day when is grandma coming hom from the hospital and i had to explain to her that she is with god and that grandma can see and hear everything she does. we have alot of loved ones around us but it doesnt make up for my mom not being here. Mom we love you and miss you dearly and we will see you again someday.